I wonder why you are two sided. Today we are happy, the next we are sad? However, I hear it takes sadness to know happiness. You usually leave us with why questions too, but then life happens.
When I was younger I could not wait to grow up and enjoy all the adult privileges, I never knew it was a trap, the adults seemed more excited and freer and all they left me were endless rules. I know better now.
Anyways, be nice to me henceforth.